The beginning of everything - part 3

couldn't stop thinking about him!

Remembering these stories of the beginning of my relationship with Christian, brings to the surface lots of emotions.
The insecurity, the fear, the shock..the attraction, the alien feelings I felt. The despair of the idea to have him but not to hold. God, how that decision of signing/not signing that infamous contract was hard!
I couldn't think, couldn't eat, couldn't work, could do nothing but think of him, desiring him, longing for him.

What tha f....?

Let me remind you that I was an innocent virgin when we first met, i'd never fallen in love before. And he was...well he was Christian Grey! The handsome charming sexpert...in BDSM! What a hell was BDSM? Could people really feel pleasure with pain?
I was scared, in love and amazed by the new feelings, emotions and sensations that I discovered with him.

I wanted him SO much, that I was going to sign that contract, just to be with him, have him, be in his life, even if that meant to submit to him.
But I wanted more!!! I wanted of every twenty one year old girl wanted: to go out with him, walk hand in hand, have a "normal" sexual life, and most of all call him my boyfriend! Mine...only MINE!
And against all odds, here we are now....married with two kids, living in an amazing dream house, planning to spending the rest of our lives together.
In love forever.

This and the other two previous posts is a quick resume of my early life with Fifty. You all know the details, but I needed to share this emotions with you.
From now on the posts are going to be about topics related to our life, not chronologically, things I want to share with with, and I hope you like it.

My silly face just to look at him!

Let's enter Anastasia Grey's World!