23.1.13

First impressions - Kate's POV

The big mogul


From the beginning I despised Christian. I was sick when the interview took place, and because I send Ana, I felt kind of responsible for her mood swings. I got that creepy feeling when we did the photo shoot at the Heathman for the WSU Newspaper. The way he walked into the suite, so sophisticated so gracious, so not his age. And because of that, all I could think about was;  “dude you are twenty-seven years old. Please act your age.” And then there was the way he looked at Ana during the photo shoot. His face so intense so willing, I thought for sure he wanted to eat her. When the photo shoot ended he asked her to walk with him, I had a weird feeling. Not long after that Ana came back to ask the keys to my car. I took my chance to tell him I didn’t trust him. But apparently Ana did and I trust Ana, so I had no choice but to let her go. My heart broke when she came home and I saw she cried. She came with this excuse that she was almost run over by a bicycle, and as I know she has two left feet so, I believed her. But still there was this weird feeling that she wasn’t telling me the entire story. But I let it go.

When we had our last finals we went out and Ana’s friend José came along. There I met the most beautiful man, Elliot. Turns out he is Christian’s older brother. And then she didn’t come home for the night and I was so worried when I woke up. I was about to get up to call her but to be honest I got a bit side tracked with seeing Elliot sleeping next to me. Elliot told me, Christian took Ana home, because she fainted and puked all over the parking lot. Apparently he took her to the Heathman. Then she called me in the morning. I was so happy to hear from her. I couldn´t wait for her to come home. But I was reluctant to the fact that Elliot needed to go home. He said that he was hitching a ride with Christian.

There was this time, in the beginning of their relationship, when we were still living in Vancouver, he took her to Seattle. I asked her to text me as soon as she arrived. But she didn’t. I tried to call her. I texted her, and even left a voicemail message. But she didn’t answer. I almost got to the point to step into my car and drive myself to Seattle. Because all kinds of horror scenarios ran through my mind, so when I stepped out of the front door I bumped into Elliot. He told me not to worry. That she was safe with Christian. Looking at him in the eyes I knew I could thrust him. But in the back of my head the picture loomed that Christian tied up Ana and tortured her and then left her for dead, because who know what was running through that sick mind of his. But in the end I was glad Elliot stayed the night so I was a little preoccupied. The next morning I wanted to give her another call, but I got sidetracked while I looked at Elliot sleeping next to me. His face was so handsome. I could barely believe he was Christian’s brother, but then again he was adopted as well as Christian. So you must’ve known how I felt when I finally listened to her voicemail message, that she was okay and safe.
Packing to move to Seattle

The day came when we finally got our degree. I was valedictorian, and Christian, because he is an exceptional entrepreneur major benefactor for the university, had the honor of presenting us with our degree. When all the speeches were done and we finally had our degrees, Christian barked his orders at me to go get Ana. He wanted to speak with her immediately. And I always dreaded by the fact he called me Ms. Kavanagh or Katherine. I believe it was Elliot who told Christian to call me Kate. But I think he didn’t because I was soon to be a reporter at The Seattle Times. It was like he was afraid that I would out anything of him in the press. But I couldn’t do that to Ana. Later that week we would move to Seattle to finally step into the big bad world of our employed adult life. And finally I got to meet Elliot’s parents and his baby sister Mia. She lived in Paris and she was home. So Elliot’s parents invited us to come over for dinner at the Bellevue. We were talking about vacation and I overheard Ana having a conversation with her mother. Ana missed her mother. So I was kind of childish to bring it up at the dinner table, but I loved to look in Christian’s eyes, the look of losing all control. But Ana scolded me for that. So when I heard that Elliot was going to join me in Barbados I was so happy.
The day I brought Ana to the airport, I tried to tell her again about Christian. But she assured me that I had nothing to worry about.  So with a heavy heart I drove off back to our apartment. A few days later it was my turn to lie on the beach with margaritas, and a few days I completely forgot about the situation back in the USA, because I knew she was safe with her mother Carla in Georgia. I was so happy when Elliot called and said he was near our hotel. I decided to focus only on him, because by the time Elliot joined us, Ana was back in Seattle and back in the hands of that control freak. So when Elliot arrived I didn’t think much about anything else but us, if you know what I mean. The days flew by and we had to go back to Seattle. I was glad to see Ana again. Ethan flew home a couple of days earlier, he was going to stay with Ana and I at the apartment until he found something for himself, because he wasn’t sure wether to go back to College or get a fulltime job. 
I called Elliot to tell we were about to board on the plane when he told me Christian’s psycho ex-girlfriend held Ana at gunpoint in our apartment. Ethan made me promise him not to call Ana before I arrived in Seattle. The entire flight home I was so mad. So mad at Ana for not calling me. So I walked to the lavatory and tried to call her. But she didn’t answer.

After a very unpleasant flight, we finally arrived at Sea-Tac. And when we arrived at the apartment nobody was there and so I tried to call Ana again, but again no answer. I was hoping she was with José so I tried to call him. He told me they were going out for a drink at the ZigZag tonight. I told José to keep his mouth shut and that I would come to surprise them. Elliot went to his parents, and I called Ana at her job. Luckily she answered and I told her I was back in Seattle, totally beat and wiped out. I said I was going home and would see her later. The day I came back in Seattle was also the day everything changed.
BFF
I was getting myself dressed after a nice long shower and I stepped into my car and I drove to the ZigZag. I remember as it was yesterday, a huge burden fell of my shoulder when I saw her safe and sound.
It felt so good when I wrapped her in my arms. José offered to get some drinks and that it happened. When I answered my phone, I thought it was Elliot who missed me. Because I missed him. I can’t remember I was so in love with somebody ever before. But anyway he wanted to talk to Ana and I got confused. Ana changed completely, Elliot told Ana that Christian never came back from Portland and that his helicopter was missing and so was Christian. In a hurry we went to Escala waiting for news. I saw how devastated she was. She was sitting in front of the fire place just staring. And then it hit me. She was really in love with him. Like I was in love with Elliot. The minute he stepped in the living room unharmed and didn’t even stopped to call home because he wanted to go home as soon as possible I saw in his eyes that he loved Ana as much as she did him. He was so happy to see Ana. And to be honest I was glad he was back too.

We all went home and I went back to the apartment alone and I needed something from Ana’s room. Then the biggest shock came. When I stepped out of Ana’s room and closed the door I heard that something fell on the ground and so I stepped back in to pick it up. I noticed it was Christian’s blazer and when I bend down to pick it up; my eyes were lured to a white paper in the pocket. And my journalism mind was piqued. After staring at the paper for a while I decided to read it. I read it with horror. I mean the things that were on it, hard limits and soft limits. It was printed in my mind. I couldn’t shake the feeling Christian had hurt Ana. So I decided to confront Ana with this. I had to know if she was okay! But I couldn’t do it over the phone; I needed to do this in person. I decided to wait the tomorrow because I would see her anyway, because Mia organized a birthday party for Christian.
So as soon as they walked in, I grabbed Ana away and pulled her in to the kitchen. But I should’ve known that Christian would follow her. And the only thing I could think of was two birds, one stone. I was so mad at Christian, so mad that I could rip off his head.  And then Christian told me Ana agreed to marry him. It was all going so fast, I mean I leave for sixteen days and she’s already marrying the guy she just met. She sends Christian away so we could talk amongst ourselves. So when I looked at her straight in the eyes, I could see nothing but love. She really loved him. So I knew it was okay. But I still wanted to know what was up that contract. Because there were all these weird things on it. And she promised me, she would tell me soon. And then all hell broke loose again. When I saw Ana walking upstairs I wanted to go to her, but Elliot stopped me. He told me that they needed to sort it out themselves.
So with a heavy heart I let it go, and tried to enjoy the party.
 The wedding was soon. I guess Christian couldn’t wait any longer. So when Ana was getting dressed in the wedding dress my mother designed for her, I sneaked off to see Christian. I told him that if he would hurt Ana, in any way, I would come after him, so I also told him to keep his mouth shut to Ana about this. So I’ll bet she’ll give me hell if she reads this. So I hope you guys will back me up.
Ana's big day


But over the years Christian changed, for the good. Well, he still gets jealous whenever another guy talks to Ana. Or when we would go out for lunch, he calls her ten times, to check if she’s okay. Not to mention when my brother comes in for a visit. His eyes don’t leave Ethan. And talking to strangers, was of the question, don’t you remind of the situation when they were in the Bahamas, right??
But somehow I felt like Ana was provoking him. As if she liked when he got mad. And when I asked her about it, she was all smiles.

A few months later it was my turn to walk down the aisle. I was marrying the men of dreams. Elliot and I tell each other everything and so also that Ana came to him before the wedding, that she warned him, because Christian told Ana that Elliot was a lady killer. He had many girlfriends, and that I was the lucky one, that I was the one he would spend the rest of his life with.  Oh my god, I am getting in so much trouble for this.  But you guys wanted to know…
Then there was the kidnap and Ana getting pregnant with Teddy, and later with Phoebe. Elliot and I became parents. So you guys can see a lot has changed. And I got to know a totally different side of Christian. One who would walk through fire for his family. And I admire that about him. I know he has his weaknesses but he is strong enough to bite through that and fight for his family. Ana has changed so much. She is a strong, confidant, energetic woman and I have Christian to thank for that. The bottom line is, I needed to know Christian before I could really trust him. And I do now. Because he is not only my brother-in-law but also my best friend’s husband. 
Christian with Teddy
Christian with Phoebe

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous27.1.13

    This woman who writes this is very talent.. I can't wait for the next story...

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